life vs. me

lepas penat mata aku menonton tv, nk lg spesifik cite desperate housewife season 3 marathon from 10am till 6pm, aku mmg penat gler. maklum la perut kosong duduk tgh tv seharian, abis tenagaku ini. actually bukan nak cite pasal penat tgk cite tu pon, xde idea sgt skrg. just terfikir aku seronok ke ngn idup aku skrg? actually aku more into bnde2 yg thrill, exciting n bukan nye flat, bosan...so, my life? ntah ler, mcm biase jek. aku nk rse cmner klu idup di jalanan for 6 months dgn poket kosong, tpi aku x cukup tabah for that. maybe aku will end up merompak somebody, or pecah rumah org or ....mcm2 lgi la. then i'll be the bad guy. hoho, mcm best. kena kejar ngn polis, mcm kecik2 dulu, tpi in this case, the real scene with the real characters...=P.then ada 2 jln cite yg berbeza. first, aku kne tangkap ngn polis, then kne sumbat dlm penjara for several years or for the whole life. or...maybe kne hukum gantung smpai mati, or kne belasah ngn banduan lain kt dlm penjara...or....aku berkelakuan baik then kuar penjara awal. bnyk sgt kemungkinan. secondly, aku mybe trus bebas dri cengkaman polis, and buat lg banyak salah, bunuh org ke, seludup dadah ke, or anything bad cuz i'm the bad guy kan? yg nie lg bnyk ending; aku mati sbb overdose dadah, kne bunuh ngn penjahat lain, or...get married and start a new life [sweet =P] damn it, ahkir2 nie aku mmg selalu berimaginasi something new, something different, just wanna make some changes la kan. tpi, orang cakap, just follow the lead, or follow the flow. ye la kan, kdg2 nk buat perubahan mmg bnyk yg perlu kne ubah gak. so stick to the plan, study, get married, settle kt suburbs with ur kids [gosh!] hurm, i wish i could get the picture cmner klu i'm a bad guy. indirectly, nak kate i'm a good guy. so get my number n hang out with me sometimes, hahaha. peace.