one day full of ice ; )

peace ;P

UK nyer pasal

Afiah, u were so right! laptop Uk x best sgt2. dh la beg laptop pun kne bli, mouse pe sume xde gak bagi. JUST THE LAPTOP. bengang ah sebab aku plan siapkan lab report b4 tomorrow, skali bukak office, TRIAL plak dh abis. bengang abis aku. kne tangguh dulu keje, x ley blah. Microsoft office pun kne purchase gak? aku bli laptop dlu xde plak kne bli, pelik btul. kebengangan melampau mode ~ peace.

sunday, love it or hate it

hari nie aku mulakan dengan keje tutorial. uiks? subuh nye mne plak? hurm, aku terbangun lewat arinie. klu xde day light saving mmg abs la ahad aku yg begitu berharga dgn tdo je. lepas mndi n bekfes pe sume, aku melangkah menuju ke tempat favourite aku, learning grid, university house. entah ler, aku kalau stay kat bilik xleh nak concentrate sgt. berbekalkn coklat tesco yg sedap dan sebotol coca cola, aku start buat research ttg soalan membrane protein. tapi masih gak x dpt nak habiskn. dh le pak cik dri china yg lepak kt sebelah pc yg aku guna tggalkan beg die cmtu je, then his mobile phone x abis berbunyi. sume org tgk aku mcm la aku nyer beg. bengang gak ngn pak cik tu. asal la x silentkn....tension plak rse aku decide la balik bilik nak masak lunch. mse tgh kemas beg tu ternampak diana alexieva, my tutorial partner tgh wat keje gak x jauh dri pc yg aku pakai. ade gak usha die through the pc screen yg x on kt sebelah aku, ingatkn minah mne la yg cun borak2 ngn member die dlm bahasa yg aku x paham satu ape pun. tgk2 die plak. malas plak nak tegur, nnt memanjang plak nk berborak. dh la perut aku lapar. xpe la, esok pg jmpe gak. smpai kt bilik, aku x tau nk masak ape plak, adeh~. so aku decide la nk try telur masak sos. haha, ingatkn hampeh. nsb baik menjadi lepas aku tambah gula, garam n kicap maggi. suzanna, my flatmate usha la my cooking. "cool!" hehe, lupe lak nk mention kt die aku ade letak serbuk cili kt dlm tu. haha, ambik ko makan telur pedas, pg la telan sebotol air mineral, x pun arak yg salu korg minum mlm2 tu. yes, sekali lagi berjaya survive tanpa brahims. aku bnyk kali dh masak n bru skali pakai perencah nasi goreng yg mahal aku bli kt kedai. xnk la bli slalu, pokai plak nnt. dh kenyang, aku ddk je, xde watpe. tgk pemandangan kt lua. huhu, best gler cuaca arinie. cerah, a lil bit windy but still cuaca kt malaysia is the best. kulit aku dh kering hari2 kne berhadapan ngn suhu sejuk nih. oo, lupe plak. nasib baik aku teringat aku blum buat laundry. bnyk gler baju yg kne basuh. sampai kt laundrette, ramai plak org. sume penuh, so aku kne la tggu giliran. dalam 20 mins, bru la dpt tmpat kosong. then balik lepak kt bilik lg. tgh asyik maen pc, tgk tingkap, aik? dh gelap da? tgk jam bru kul 520 pm. adeh~ bosan gler... ingat nk g jalan2 jap tdi. btul kte kak yani, mmg bosan mse dkat nk winter or winter itself sbb malam panjang. tpi ade plak advantage. leh rehat lame skit :), or do the assignment yg berlambak tu...dh siap baju aku kt dlm dryer tu, aku happily bawak baju2 balik bilik. sbb ape? aku dh tgk sume sign kt baju yg oversized ngn aku n ade tnde dilarang masukkn utk tumble dry, aku buat experiment skit. mne tau yg oversized tu bley fit. guess what? it fits me, very well, haha. mmg tepat2 ngn saiz badan aku yg kurang skit gemuk dri mas, dan jauh lg kurg dari dzul, haha. ambek ko kutuk aku. huhu, arinie aku xde jmpe sape2 pun, i mean malaysian la.. smlm eason, my neighbour, bilik die kt depan bilik aku tbe2 ketuk bilik and ajak lepak. so, bnyak la kitorg borak. dri bnde2 yg ade kt country masing2 smpai la hal girlfriend. gf? huhu, sedey2, xnk cite. yeah, dlm 2 jam gak ar kitorg lepak. ye la, die dh la baik gle salu ajak aku lepak, g city center la, main bola la, tapi sume aku tolak. jahat dowh! xpe ar, masing2 ade keje kn. so kitorg tamatkan perbualan lepas die ternampak pizza aku yg x abis lagi tu sbb die ingat aku x dinner lagi, sedangkn aku bru je balik dri open house melantak nasik, tapi x kenyang2 gak. "good talk man, we should do this more" tu ar yg die ckp b4 kuar. yeah, aku pun admit kurg skit rse beban kt kepala otak aku nie lepas borak. thats it. as usual, pic ar..peace =P

egg with ketchup [ suzanna : cool! ]

pemandangan dari tingkap aku

my whooping willow, haha. dh hampir x berdaun da...

another view from my window

uiks, bru kul 520pm. dh gelap da?

kami! bru je lepas makan selamat rumah bru sisters kt earlsdon.

0215 or 0115?

just now i had a nice and peace dream when someone set the alarm. i thought it was a fire drill at 7 in the morning . as i "saved" myself, i realized that only residents from our block gathered outside. the locals were having fun taking pictures and laugh, and i heard somebody said " it was you who is responsible for the toast" da? " the toast"?? that was the only reason i standing outside for at....wait a minute, just need to check my watch first. " it's 2 o'clock man!" i told eason, my neighbour. as i saw my resident tutor, jeong, we're allowed to enter the building. sheesh, i wanted to talk to her. eason happily said "yeay, lets go. were you sleepin' just now? i was watching movies and ...." i barely remembered what he said after that as it reminds me about the day light saving. after wishing him good night, i quickly checked with my pc's clock. yea, it was automatically reset. and yea, an hour extra for me to do my assignment! thank you mr set-up-the-alarm for waking me up and thank you day light saving for another extra hour :D. peace.

another weekend?

another weekend means another monday. adeh~

post khas utk iwan

sumpah lepas nie aku takkan beli spaghetti dalam tin tesco lagi. dh le aku beli 2 tin
kne la habis kn gak T_T

dh altered the taste by adding some sugar, salt, and chilli powder. still the giant
spaghetti make me want to reclaim my money.

iwan!!

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LAB REPORT + REVISION + TEST + TUTORIAL = GILA!


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DI MANAKAH KEKIASUAN SAYE? MALAS NK MATI!!

bila rindu...

fikiran melayang entah ke mana. so x leh nk concentrate on what i'm doing. so kne la kuarkn dri kepala otak nie. i miss her! segala nya tentang dia. aku berjanji not to fall to anybody outside my territory [maksudnye tmpat aku tggal la..] but heck, i broke the promise. she's just too sweet to be ignored. everything about her is perfect. her smile, thoughts, words sume nye membuatkn aku senang hati. aku rindu saat2 itu. kalau la ade mesin masa mmg aku kembali ke saat kami bersama. tak pernah terlepas pandang bla lalu di depan mata and guess what? she did give good responds. ade plak mamat laen leh masuk line, but still she noticed me. make me smile broadly, like this world is my heaven! yea, hukum dunia, x sume indah kan. saat aku bermimpi saat indah masa hadapan, the time for me and her to be together dh nk smpai ke penghujung nya, she said " mak ayah nak menantu yg dekat2, so kamu xleh la nak masuk list..." yea, she said that and she broke my heart. break it into pieces. and my competitor got his chance. heck.

[ adakah aku melalui saat2 perubahan from a teenager to an adult? hey, i am sooooo sensitive right now. dare to break my heart u'll get the bad respond and i apologize earlier for that]

this one!

bg yg bosan2 tu, aku sarankn korg tgk la this movie. ade la yg dh tgk tu, tgk la lagi skali bg yg malas mendownload mcm aku. for those yg dekat2, bley je amek folder nie kt aku or korg leh straight away mintak kt padey, he's my primary source. lg satu, bg yg busy, disarankan jgn tgk prison break bnyk sgt sbb nnt akan addicted mcm kt kolej dulu. thats y i never start. peace =P

usrah

pnye la malas aku nk dtg tdi, alhamdulillah dapat jugak melangkah kaki menghadirkn dri ke usrah. [ade makanan act, tu ar tertarik nk pegi =)] yeah, we start dgn makanan yg sedap especially ice cream n cakes dan juge bihoon goreng yg sedap. credits to sisters yg susah payah sediakan makanan tu. ok, straight to the point. usrah kedua nie bnyk menyentuh tentang asas2 islam yg bnyk aku dh x sure ingt dgn betul ke tak. rukun solat, qadak, jamak dan macam2 lagi. alhamdulillah..segar balik di ingatan ini betapa cetek nya ilmu agama aku. yang best nya, not all topics were about religious issue. kitorg discuss gak pasal current issue e.g soalan credit crunch yg akmal tujukan khas untuk aku yg aku x berape paham walaupun ade gak amek econs AS mse kt kolej dlu. adeh..kantoi aku x tau sgt about tht thing since aku membusykn diri dgn my own stuff. so its my turn to talk about some stuff utk usrah mggu depan. yea, frankly speaking, aku bab2 cmnie mmg aku susah skit. maklum la, aku slalu dlm condition yg berbeza. i mean the people around me and most of the time aku slalu di tempat yg salah. x pyh nk paham ape yg aku nk cakap sbb aku saje je nk tulis utk sume org jdi curious, haha. peace~

salah siapakah?

mse bace blog milo tdi, aku jmpe la link nie.ape kne la ngan mamat nie..maen blasah je cakap. die x siasat btul2, just tulis ape yg die rase betul. statement bahaya tu, die men langgar je. tau la study kt USA, x payah la nk berlagak nk bawak budaya sana ke malaysia.tempat lain2, budaya lain2. bak kate pepatah, masuk kandang kambing mengembek, masuk kandang harimau mengaum. salah embek kt kandang harimau kne makan tau tak! so jgn nk salahkan org tanpa mengkaji.aku tau la institusi perguruan msa kini takla seutuh mse dulu, bnyk yg kate bdak ipg ramai yang rosak akhlak. meh aku plak yg nak cakap. diorg yg STUDY kt IPG tu STUDENT juge, bkan nye cikgu. suke sgt nk tgk kt negative side, yg positif sume dh x nampak da...plajar yg kt u yg ambik ****** dan lain2, yg lg rosak akhlak nye x plak dikomen. suke nk besar2kn hal yg kecik. so watch ur words. peace~

thoughts

"what is a friend? its a single soul dwelling in two bodies"-aristotle

"find out who you are,and do it on purpose"- dolly parton

"love is always patient and kind. it is never jealous. love is never boastful or conceited.it is never rude or selfish. it does not take offence or and is not resentful"-anonymous

work, work, work

hurm, aku dh naek tension da bla buat lab report lembap mcm kura2. nk discuss da satu hal, nk fikir psl abstract, intro n appendices lg satu hal. dh x terlarat akalku, aku pun stat la buat keje yg x berfaedah contohnye tgk muvie di kala org laen sedang nyenyak tdo n then pg x cukup tdo pulak. haih~now i know how hard to be a university student. back in malaysia, mse still in kyuem, mcm jeles gak tgk member2 yg dh msuk u. it sounds matured la to hold the title "university student". skrg dh dpt title tu, no comment =P. for the first month aku kt warwick, this is the busiest week aku stakat nie. isnin ade tutorial where we were provoked to give our own opinions about the theory that the scientists zaman dhulu khala dh published. let say..co-founder la kot, mcm tu la activity during tutorial. discuss whether the theory btul2 kukuh or still lompang. o god. then we have the LAB REPORT. yg hampeh tu. menyampah btul buat. and for ur information, we all need to do it every week. argh! xpe la...lame2 biase la tu. nie bru je first lab. lastly, ade test this friday. hurm, blum abis revise lg, so let see what happen next. makin rajin kah aku atau makin malas kah? tapi yg bley dikatakan for this moment, mmg struggle la the first 4 weeks. makan pun ape yg ade. kalau ade free bru msk same2, tu pun kalau sume org available.



keje yg berlambak


my current meal, adeh...roti n sardin pun jadi la..


item kesayangan saye...=D


fried rice with chips, yummy...iwan kate sedap, saye kate lg sedap..hehe

yea, x dinafikan skrg ade la aura2 homesick. rindu ngn org kt umah, my room, my shoes yg tersimpan rapi, segale my2 la...but nk buat cmne. u chose the road, jln je la..no turning back man! nasib baik tmpt nie lawa klu x...urm, x tau la. xde duit nk balik msia salu =P.x slalu sgt jmpe member2 yg sme uni cuz msg2 dh busy. i always alone either in my room or kt learning grid (my fav place =D). nk join ape2 aktvti pun cam malas je..dh la sume org mcm saving gler, aku pun jd takut nk berbelanja. haih~jgn mati kebuluran sudeyh. yeap, nk akhiri post nie with pictures, love my camera =P
















peace!

haih~

aku ddk je kt tepi jalan tu. xde bekal ape2 pun. aku seluk poket, ade la beberapa helai wang kertas, tapi aku x peduli. aku tgk je ragam manusia dr tepi jalan tu. sume terkejar-kejar. ke mana? aku pun tak tau. yg pasti sume ade motif tersendiri. aku ske mengimpikan hidup nie just lepak je. xyah risau pasal duit, harta, pasangan, kaya miskin, dan segala macam. yang paling aku nk elak, sifat materialistik. klu boley, aku nk survive seadanya. cukupla hari2 cukup makan. pakaian? x kisah mcm mne rupa dan penampilan, asal tutup aurat sudah. rumah? x pyh besa2, dpt tmpt berlindung dr hujan panas dh cukup. then, aku stat la jalan. tgk la ade beberapa pengemis ddk kt tepi jalan menadah tgn. aku keluarkn sume duit, aku bg sume nye kt diorg. nk sgt duit? ambk la..aku x minat pun. aku jln lagi,ntah le nk ke mana. smlm tdo kt stesen bas, mlm nie? x kisah la kt mna2. asalkn bersih. hurm, mse kt umah dlu,kne kotor skit dh bising. x selesa skit dh bsing. x bersyukur pun dgn ape yg ade. x sedap mknan buang trus. haih~ haa..cite psl mknan nk mkn ape pulak mlm nie? x pyh le nk cite, nnt sume naek kesian pulak. haha. penat da..ddk jap. then, terfikir balik kenapa sume bnde nie perlu ade? kereta, rumah, duit, pangkat. xde sume bnde tu org x suka. tu ar, dulu mse bnyk duit, ade pangkat sume org dtg kerumun. lepas xde sume bnde tu, tggal la sorg diri. xpe2, nnt merase la jugak. mati nye xkn nk bwk bmw tanam sekali lam kubur kot? comforter muat lam liang lahad, pasang aircon skali. pembantu rumah? laa..tanam la skali. xde la rse sunyi kn. bley tlg buat kopi.jgn lupe pembancuh tu skali. kwn2 plak tanam sblah2, boleh la dtg lepak sme2. haa..skrg bru tau last2 nnt kne tggal sorg2. ade saat nya duit, pangkat, harta xde function. yg ade just keberanian dan ketulusan hati. semangat utk trus hidup. so be brave, look forward. kringggg!! lor, dh kul 630 am. mimpi?

perfect couple?

in ur dream..mine gone..i'm out of here..

" 8 "

why am i crazy with this " 8 "? everything is about it, haha

potpouri 1

salam...sorry la klu ternanti2 post terbaru. just xde idea sebenanye plus skrg dh stat kelas, so pelajaran perkara utama. life still go on with new experiences, new people, new environment and segala mcm new lah. nak di citekn pengalaman nye, tak terungkap. so aku nk selitkn beberapa photo yg tersirat seribu makna yg korg sendiri leh paham ke mana hala tuju dan aktiviti terbaru aku, hehe


syafiq n his topi aji


nie la what we call technology =D


buat gedix skit, tercabar sume minah2 yg tgk bintang nie, hehe


me n nyah sloman


hadiah kitorg menang kuiz isoc, yeay


buat gedix lagi, nie keje khairul


qadri, our welfare exco...die nie 19 taun tau...2nd year [aku lari smbil menutup muka kerana terasa muka awet muda, hehe]


nie member stu skolah bg b4 aku fly aritu, thanx aiye..

berikut adalah pemandangan dri tingkap bilik aku..aku ske ikut perkembangan pokok nie, pg2 hari mst aku tgkp gamba die...hehe :








nie mse aku g tgk renegade kt tempo :





peace H_H

words..

bile nk ckp kne hati2..sbb klu dh terlepas ckp, x leh tarik balik. lagi2 la klu bercakap dgn yakin nye. seperti yg berlaku smasa aku nk ke birmingham. cite nye, kitorg nk naek train from coventry to selly oak. so, mse kt station coventry tu, pnye la bnyk practice sebut "selly oak" bnyk kali, skali dh smpai kt kaunter dgn yakin nye aku melafazkan "can i have 3 tickets to coventry please?" org kt kaunter tu cengang jek. aku pun pelik la. then khairul n iwan gelak. bru la aku prasan, yg aku tersalah sebut coventry sedangkn kitorg kt station coventry...haha, malu nye...tpi xpe, kitorg dpt ticket free utk blk ke coventry lg [mybe org kaunter tu menyindir aku, huhu] but kitorg plan nk bermlm kt umah muiz, azri n syafiq kt birm...hurm, cite psl words lg, aku hairan, ramai yg suke cakap maen lepas je, tapi x mengotakan ape yg dikatakan. bnyk janji manis yg aku dh dengar, namun x sampai 10% dikotakan. ada masa aku terasa bodoh sebab terlalu percaya yg sume org akan mengotakan apa yg dijanjikn walaupun sesenang mana pun perkara tue..aku dh ilang kepercayaan kt sume org da...so sape2 yg terasa hati, mntak maap la ye sbb aku nyer pegangan dh bertukar. janji bersama-sama, tpi last2 yg tinggal hanya la diri sendiri..sbb diri sendiri selalu menjadi perkara utama. bkn ke kite panggil bnde cmtu "penting kn diri"? yea...btul2...sharing is caring? nonsense! sharing is always about the benefits we get from it, btul x? sharing konon, padahal ade niat lain. nk tau apsal aku ckp mcm tu? aku dtg kt merantau with nothing. just myself. no preparation. ble aku ajak share, nobody want it. ble aku dh set up all the daily things, sharing is the main focus. fuck it! i'm sick, tired dgn sume kepuraan. so, somebody out there, help me gain my trust to others, again...peace