how about me?

i act like a strong, well-motivated person but nobody knows i always cried inside...

i add some advise given by my friend to others, but nobody knows i need one too...

i always want to comfort others, but nobody knows i had too much invisible scars inside...

i always want to be honest like my friends i had now, but i screwed it all because honesty always hurt....i didn't know that...

i smile to others, but i cut my heart into pieces

i walk with my friends, but i knew i always be alone

am i a loner? yes i am, now and always

a friend of mine said he hates to socialise, but i said i have to because i need someone

i always talk this and that, but no one hear it

they always promise me this and that, but at the end i'm the one to remind them back

someone said we can be open in this blog

so, i give this F*** word to those acting like a good listener but never listen

and also this F*** word to those who said "i promise" but never try to fulfil it

i'm sorry to be harsh here, but this is my real personality

but you'll never see that side of mine

because i've promised to myself, i'll locked "him" for good